travelling through my dreams as a cowboy......


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seven. they/them. 1999➠26歳.
when i have time away from my office job, i like to muse aloud, design, snap photographs, record videos, and write. i'm invested in self expression, exploration, and growth towards love.

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one million knockouts of love

sports animanga devotion consumption is the highest form of love king and lionheart history of boys love 1950-1990s shoujo japanese detective fiction speculative fiction poetry taiwanese new wave cinema japanese experimental cinema trip hop shibuya kei pico pop twee pop cyborg theory post-structural feminism seinen shounen slice of life coming of age seme interiority

the lover is a wounded animal the monstrous woman desire and disgust theory the fantastic, the gothic, the grotesque visceral and violent homosocial bonds bleak early 2000s japanese cinema all-consuming rivalry mutual sickoship reciprocal voyeurism post-divorce dynamics perfervid and intrication connections emotional warfare seme torture chamber

adelta psyche delico edogawa ranpo asumiko nakamura asada nemui nobara aiko harada yoneda kou chiyozaki kyugo bdk aka baek daekal ss aka seuseu tsuyuhisa fumi shuji terayama shunji iwai gakuryuu ishii yukio mishima hikaru ga shinda natsu elden ring bloodborne aesthetics of discomfort after god cell of empireo litchi hikari club

hyakuemu wayama yama katasumi no kioku q hayashida osamu tezuka hayashi seiichi kazuo umezu universal century gundam yakkuk aka bad pharmacy baekban jiong hidaka shoko kyouyama atsuki oshima kamome kumota haruko yamashita tomoko enjo yuitsu yamayade thanat mamita tacocasi kagis josee dayoo diamond no kouzai oblivion battery tsushimi bunta inu-oh fool night charisma house skip to loafer slam dunk


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